Dear Deviantart.

I broke his heart today, I left him.
Things was just not working out, and I feel it was for the best as my feelings has changed.
It was hard packing up all our memories but I couldn't bare look at them any longer. I leave for New Zealand on monday, I hope to clear my mind.
Maybe I will realize that there is so much more out there. I feel bad for not being more hurt, but I do feel guilt for terminating his happiness.
The last time I seen him was when he was with his friends, he didn't even notice me.

We are two different people these days, people change and I was stupid to ignore it, but when you try to believe in something so irrational like love, what else do you do.

I no longer believe in love, true or not.
Only lust and self satisfaction. Nobody cares when they hurt you, Nobody.

If you want evidence of that, think about it...
Did you care when you hurt somebody?

Deviantart, you give me a chance to spill my guts, until another day, may you be blessed with "Fabulous" Art.

- Soph Out.